這兩天是 "修理日"，修理身體(履診內科、腫瘤科、中醫、跌打)，及修理滴水的花灑……應接不暇。
"點解你個報告我好似睇過?"年青女醫生問我。
"唔係ma，醫生，無可能!"我回答。
"真係好似似曾相識?" "係咪你把今次和我11月入院的資料弄混了?"
"啊，可能是這樣………你個病一直差下去，但MG(重肌無力症)一直改善，真難得!"(她不是第一個醫生對我這樣說。)
真的是奇蹟!因為MG和我的胸腺瘤有直接關係。每次去內科覆診我的MG，我和醫生都很高興，因為我的 "重肌"一直有好轉，這也是我回醫院惟一可以常常讓我有好消息的地方。
今時今日可以重拾明目，可以如常打電腦，實在感恩。猶記得3年前剛有MG時，過馬路時眼珠轉不過來，看不到兩端，要把整個頭轉過去看；吃MG藥會拉肚子，看書多也會吐，打電腦會頭痛…
那時候每天要吃4次 "大力丸"，每次80mg，還有有吃 "解藥"(因為MG藥影響腸胃)。因為吃的藥太多，教會弟兄姊妹還特意親手幫我做了一個非常漂亮的牌子，上面分了一格格，內可放小牌子，要我翻，紀錄我甚麼時間吃了甚麼甚麼藥沒有，自我提醒。他們也太了解我冒失的個性，還造了一些spare的牌子(好像新衣服後面有一些spare扣子/布一樣)，怕我弄丟；另外還有一個過了膠的小記錄卡片，讓我隨身帶著，提醒我吃藥。到現在想起這一切也很感動!!!
剛開始吃 "大力丸"，我曾跟神祈禱︰"希望這些藥對控制我的病有效，沒有太大的副作用，可以慢慢減藥，甚至有一天可以斷藥。"看到自己現在每天只需吃3次，每次30mg，加上早已不用吃解藥，我真的很感謝天父。
還有謝謝政府，謝謝天父，每次我只花$10，便可以拿走3個月一大堆的 "大力丸"，嘩，真的是一大堆，抵!
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感謝天父!多謝你讓我看見你那份堅韌的生命力!多謝你讓我看見神在你身上的作為!
God loves Fan!
感恩。感恩。^.^
Glad that some of your illness is getting better. The other day I was watching an animation film with human characters on a bus in Taipei. The story is a bit sad (a bit like Jimmy's stories, but sadder), and one of its characters is called 薰. It's true. It's the first time I had come across a character with that name. So I thought I had to tell you. But I have no idea what that film is called.
Dear Christine,
I think I know what you're talking about, as I've seen the series of this last summer in Taipei. So it's a character of a series (like reading out audiences' letters), I think, rather than a film??
Thanks for thinking of me, my dear. You are really a buddy.
fan
Really? That's funny. I just saw a segment and then it was cut off. So it was rather mysterious. Anyway, have a nice weekend.
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